I should really be taking up commissions because I am SERIOUSLY in need of money to further my studies for a degree, but..
I am very reluctant to start any right now.
My desktop crashes when the graphics gets too heavy, due to a graphic driver problem that hasn't been fixed in over a year.
My dad kept putting it off, and honestly, this year I'd have already dragged the PC off to the nearest computer repair shop to get it fixed on my ownself even if the heaviness will kill me. But I didn't, because my laptop recently crashed and refused to start up ever again.
I just got it back from Toshiba, thankfully on warranty (if i had to pay I might cry. I just paid off the car workshop for fixing the dent in my car that was a cause of someone hitting and running). But everything is returned to factory settings, and I have to install a gazillion things and update windows all over again and who knows how long that'll take?
Until my laptop is back in prime condition, I can't send the desktop back because I am relying on it. All I can do for now is doodle and speedpaint, which honestly, isn't helping my portfolio x'D Anything heavier than that, like say, a proper full portrait or a full blown environment painting, and my desktop crashes. Over. And over. And over.
Its very exasperating and really saps the mood to do anything productive art-wise.
That's all, really.
Just letting you all know. ;w;
thanks for still keeping up with me despite buggy updates and doodles-only.
Hopefully everything will get done because I am so done with my bad luck.